Flashback. An ugly one.

So, fall break is the root of all boredom and useless thinking. In my pondering on life, I remembered a little place called xanga. It's a little place I used to vent about life. But don't worry, so did my other friends. Let's just say that the rediscovery of xanga was a magical trip back to 2005.

My Discoveries:
- My profile picture is me eating. Typical. There is a ketchup bottle in the picture. I am also wearing the used-to-be-cool 2 t-shirts. Oh.
-My interests: cheerleading, tumbling, youth @trinity (yes, that is an at sign, and no it does not indicate a twitter user), watchin the oc and laguna beach, eating, shopping, talking on my phone, stargazing..lol, watching more television, and reading sometimes.
- All of my posts are about cheerleading and how much I hated it and how mean people were to me.
- I ended every post with love yall...bye!!!!!!
- I thought I was way too cool
- I wrote a lot about camp, which makes me kind of happy to read.
- I ranted about Katrina, then told anyone else who did to shut up.
- I suscribed to someone named vampirepenguin.
- I had an entire post titled " A tribute to The OC." Obsessed? Beyond.
- As humoring as my xanga posts were, mar_gee1124's were better. (Meg Appel)
- FiRsToFAlLAlYpAiGe's (Alyson Holliday) xanga has mysteriously disappeared.

My Conclusions:
- I'm pretty sure I hated cheerleading
- My interests are a sad sad story. It is safe to conclude that I wanted to be the star of Laguna Beach. The tv and eating parts of my life are still the same. Typical.
- "stargazing...lol". I don't even know what that is supposed to be
- I'm also confident in the fact that when I said love yall...bye!!! I didn't mean it. Even at the ripe age of 14, I didn't like everyone in this world.
- I'm not sure if I was being serious or cynical in 90% of my posts.
- Sometimes I shared too much deep information. Too much to the point that if someone were to walk up to me and tell me some of that stuff I would kindly tell them to go away and that they were making me uncomfortable.
- I extensively listened to Kelly Clarkson.

Now, I leave the world with some quotes from the xanga pages of my life:

- "i dont want all the cheerleaders and their parents hating me...i am not a big bad mean person...i really am good and nice and i want all of them to see that i am not mean."- Hayleyb1791(me)


- Just flat high school!!!  Which I must say I absolutely love!!! - StEf2691 (stephanie lee) 


-There were so many foreigners in new york. There were hot foreign guys too. - Hayleyb1791 on the 8th grade New York Trip. 


-Laguna Beach was so good last night the best one in my opion it was so good it was prom hayley cried it was awsome!!!!- Mar_gee1124 (Meg Appel). This confirms my obsession. 




Oh Xanga, thank you for keeping a record of my middle school life. Whenever I want to know exactly what I thought about the world in 8th grade, I'll always turn to you.